Musings

I'm watching your name up on the screen. Celebrity, she means everything to me. I want to hear her voice aloud, I want to her voice.

Sorry, that song is stuck in my head. It's Feel Like Fame by Four Letter Lie. It's pretty awesome and I love it. That song has been fitting my mood lately. But on to better topics.... I made the world's greatest steak tonight, so tender it practically melted. It rocked.

I promise I'll post pictures tomorrow of my new hair. I haven't done anything to style it and I look a mess. You'd all run for the hills if you I showed you what I look like right now. I'm deciding it's in your best interest to wait until tomorrow. I promise it'll be awesome.

I'm hitting such writer's block right now. Boy finally texted me, so I'm dealing with him for now. I'm hoping my head won't start spinning once I lay down again. Ugh.

Bittersweet, But Mostly Bitter

Today started off like I was still in Salem. Dazed, slightly confused, and hoping I didn't make an ass of myself the night before. Last night I was drinking with Boy via webcam. Only one mixed drink but I was convinced to take a shot of the only booze I had, vodka. Oh vodka, we have such a love hate relationship. I did some inappropriate things involving my birthday suit and started an argument I soon regretted. I hung up on Boy only to try to text him minutes later. We haven't spoken since.

Oops. I think I'm in trouble.

Despite my sad attempts at talking to the one person I care about in any romantic way, it was a pretty decent day. I slept until noon, probably because of said booze, and watched childish movies while drinking coffee with the Family. I shaved Brother's head, doing an awesome job I might add, and we left for shopping. Mom and I got our hair done. I have bangs now, pictures will be posted soon. Chinese buffets are always fun and we picked up a Christmas tree at KMart. While at the store, a gentleman was giving out raffle tickets for a Swartz, I think it's called, crystal necklace valued at 120$ which I won. Huge happy face. We ended up buying more jewelry from him because of his sheer awesomeness. From there we ventured to Nana's where we gave her the necklace and stayed for just about an eternity.

It's now almost 2am and we've been home for about twenty minutes. I'm pretty tired and slightly annoyed at Boy. Facebook proves his phone is working, he might want to stop ignoring my texts. Sigh. Goodnight blogging world, I'll see you tomorrow.

You're Mine

I was told not to write this post. So obviously, I'm writing this post. My Mister Cutie Boy, while loving the fact that I wrote about him in the first place, he tried telling me I couldn't write about him again. So I'm breaking his rules and writing again!

For the newcomers, I recently moved from Cape Cod to this little North Carolina country town. During high school I didn't talk to people much and I aways dated boys outside of my school. I figured it'd saved a little drama, it didn't. But that's another story. Anyway, because of this I never cared much about my appearance. Yeah, some days I'd dress up but I had a habit of wearing over sized hoodies to school and refusing to show any sort of a figure. I never figured any one in my high school had any sort of interest in me, no one showed it at least. About a month ago, that changed.

I started talking to Boy and he told me he had a crush on me since my junior year, his sophomore. I was quite surprised, seeing as we weren't exactly in the same social circles and he was the hottest guy in school. I'm talking drop dead gorgeous. Hot enough to make you want to rape him the second he was within your eyesight. I'm not exactly the cutest one in the bunch, I honestly thought he was joking at first. But we began talking almost everyday. First by Facebook, then by text when I finally agreed to give him my number. Now, we have almost daily Skype dates. I have to admit, it's pretty great.